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Dear Reader,
The most difficult thing thing for me to do right now , and perhaps the worst thing...would be for me to act under a pretense that all is oaky doaky and I am fine in every way shape and form.
Not far from the truth, if all things are considered about what else is happening out there in the big world.
The last thing I want to let on about right now is how much I hate being banned from the Black Flag Cafe , or how much I miss hanging out there.
Nothing could be both further from the truth as well as the last concern I have on my mind.
Most people who have ever frequented the BFC at one point will tell you that it never stays the same, and never reverts back to what it once was. Be that as it may be, I dont see anyone posting photos about riots in Mexico at all.
So whether or not its just a dry spell over there, or if the convivial atmosphere is one where people just really really reallly enjoy talking politics and policies in between reading inane posts from drunkards,scabbards and radical racial demogogues
..I really couldn't care less. Now I know this blog entry reads like a page from a diary, and is not what a blog should read like.
But I suppose when stuff happens in life, I wish I had the quiet and gentle reserve like RYP does and also Kurt. I mean when I have bad background material happening in my life, stuff more suitable for a diary and not a blog, I should be glad I get to write about it and purge my feelings in a way.
Looking at the posters at the Black Flag Cafe, I no longer have to
self-recriminate for anything I might have said while there.
But right now, like tonight, I am suffering a set back, someone like posters Kurt and RYP of the BFC would probably laugh at its level of seriousness, and deservedly for me too and so at that.
But I have to laugh at them my self too when I look at their site ...it seems so crude that this is not just very poor art imitating a bad life and stumbling all over itself in the process.
Its worse than that. Its only the level of virtualness that makes it laughable...so I have to laugh when I think of the reasons they banned me when I look at what they are left to contend with.
Basically, for whom ever is interested..it means if you think I would
have hung around just for all that youre just kidding me...far more over than I ever EVER would have gone in kidding my own self on-line.
Let get back to riots in Mexico. Its like anything else, like when I look at the world around me, it may always be worse off somewhere else....and when I look at the Flag I can see it can hardly get any worse there....
but as in Mexico, so there it can be with the BFC. Theres enough hope in me to hold some out for them both equally.
Thanks for reading.
Yours truly,
Mach
Editor/contributor(lol)
PS Looked for the first time toay at my blog at a net cafe and see it LOOKS very very different on different browsers and settings. That said, I EDIT and create with MOzzila Firefox and now fatefully realize sometimes the layout as planned to appear with my brower, doesnt always faithfully convey exactly what I wish to say.
In a perfect virtual world, I guess that means things would be diff-e-rent.
Posted by mach1231
at 11:24 PM PST
Updated: Sunday, February 4, 2007 12:01 AM PST
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